Jake and I talked last night and it was good. I didn't tell him everything that I wanted to say, but I told him that I am NOT on his timeline and he can't get mad at me for that. He needs to make some goals that are not only acheiveable, but also challenging as well that has a little more risk to them.
I am not sure what I want and I don't know, but he needs to be okay with the fact that I am busy. There may be times when I don't see him in the week because I have something every single night most of the time. I don't know if I did good or not. I was praying about it and I was going to take Poecker's advice about the two-week break, but it felt more natural to do this. I don't know why.
Am I prolonging the inevitable or am I working through an issue like a big girl...or a selfish big girl who takes on too many projects for her own good. I guess time will tell. There is your update for the evening.
I am not sure what I want and I don't know, but he needs to be okay with the fact that I am busy. There may be times when I don't see him in the week because I have something every single night most of the time. I don't know if I did good or not. I was praying about it and I was going to take Poecker's advice about the two-week break, but it felt more natural to do this. I don't know why.
Am I prolonging the inevitable or am I working through an issue like a big girl...or a selfish big girl who takes on too many projects for her own good. I guess time will tell. There is your update for the evening.
Wow, I can't believe how behind I was!
ReplyDeleteYou are exactly right, Mr. T-man would be so LUCKY to have you...I can't believe he hasn't figured it out.
Jake HAS figured out how amazing you are...don't feel guilty for not being on the same timeline. It will all work out.
Keep the blog updates coming! Hugs!